after 4 weeks of stay back home:
…i know what life is for..i dont have all the answers,dont know what will happen next, but just at this moment I understand that my life matters, that there are good things ahead. I dont know what they are, but maybe it will be all right…
—elizabeth wurtzel (more,now and again)
…every once in a while two people meet and there is that spark..and he has bones, he’s handsome, and she’s beautiful and maybe that’s all they see at first…BUT MAKING LOVE…making love..THATS WHEN TWO PEOPLE BECOME ONE.
..its scientifically impossible for two objects to occupy the same space..
..but what’s important is we try..and when we do it right, we get close..
..to what? breaking the laws of physics?..
..yeah..bones..a miracle..
— Bones—
..you want me to fight this…why? what makes you think im so much better than you..i just wanna die with dignity..
there’s NO such thing…our bodies breakdown, sometimes when we are 90,sometimes before we are even born..but it always happens and there’s never any dignity in it…i don’t care if you can walk,see, wipe you own ass…its always ugly..ALWAYS..
you gotta live with dignity..we cannot die with it..
-house-
" i miss you"
BAM..im eaten alive..
STOP…and find a dance school…fast…
…i beg and plead for love that is freely offered because i somehow believe that if i dont ask for it, eveyone will forget about me…
–wurtzel—
*in reality.. all i need is you…
"….i’m on a f*cking journey. I’m on a walkabout. A lot of people think ambition or success and they think dollars…My success is getting underneath that. At the f*cking end of the day, thats the only thing you’re going to carry with you when you die…"
—heath on success
*farewell thee fallen star…
"…are you prepared for bumps on the road? a path without obstacles is a path without challenges. When you prepare for the unexpected,you’re prepared for everything. Remember life’s lessons comes from the journey, not the destination…"
-Rev Run-
"… its hard but ive also learned to really be grateful for the pain too because it tells me im in love. it tells me im with someone, that there is something missing- my partner, friend, lover, my wife, my everything…SHE’s MISSING..so yeah i used to get really sort of weighed down by those sort of thoughts..it just means im alive and ive got a heart thats beating and im vulnerable…"
—-keith asked how it is being away from nicole
Without you, the ground thaws
The rain falls, the grass grows
Without you, the seeds root
The flowers bloom, the children play
The stars gleam, the poets dream
The eagles fly
Without you
The earth turns, the sun burns
But I die, without you
Without you, the breeze warms
The girl smiles, the cloud moves
Without you, the tides change
The boys run, the oceans crash
The crowds roar, the days soar
The babies cry
Without you
The moon glows, the river flows
But I die, without you
The world revives
Colors renew
But I know blue, only blue
Lonely blue
Within me, blue
Without you
Without you, the hand gropes
The ear hears, the pulse beats
Without you, the eyes gaze
The legs walk, the lungs breathe
The mind churns (the mind churns)
The heart yearns (the heart yearns)
The tears dry
Without you
Life goes on, but I’m gone
’cause I die
Without you…
…how am i supposed to be MOXX without YOU…thank you and i love you
YOU(GOD ALMIGHTY and people i sincerely love and will forever be thankful for..)
Decide to forgive
For resentment is negative
Resentment is poisonous.
Resentment diminishes and devours the self.
Be the first to forgive,
And you will see happiness bloom
On the face of your human brother or sister.
Be always the first.
Do not wait for others to forgive.
For by forgiving
You become the master of fate,
The fashioner of life,
The doer of miracles.
To forgive is the highest,
Most beautiful form of love.
In return you receive
Untold peace and happiness.
*…I FORGIVE YOU and I LOVE YOU…*
